Life as an ADULT

Hello all,

Sorry it has been so long since I have written. Things have been crazy and busy. This is my attempt to tell you all about it.
Rob has gone off to college, and I miss him like crazy. But luckily for me I get to go and visit..... a lot! I love it there. I work all the time, but I get to live the college life at the same time. the parties and the drinking and the sex! Then I come home... hahaha The friends he has made are awesome. In fact some of them are coming home for Thanksgiving with him. It should be crazy. We are having 2 dinners. One on Saturday with his family and friends, and one on Sunday with our friends and my family! I can't wait for that I am so excited!

I have seen my mom, and my siter and brother. Once. It was hard, and weird and extremely awkward. I haven't really even spoken to her since that one day.... I am not sure I want her in my life at this point. I am not ready for that amount of stress. Plus she moved a good hour and a half away... so getting there isn't easy. I just feel like she has alternate motives about why she wants to see me again.And then doesn't... caue she hasn't exactly been calling me like mad... so I am confused.

Work is going really good. I just had my year review, and it went well. So if all goes well for the next 8 months I should be transferring stores..... again... to London when I move there to be with Rob. I really love the girls... and Jeff.... haha that I work with. They are really good people.

I miss school. I never thought I would say that... but I do. I want to go back and take some classes or something. Maybe I will try for next Septmeber... and until then I can save some money!

Living on my own, has been..... interesting to say the least. Um... it is stressful. I wish someone had of warned me how difficult it was to be an adult. But I am trying my best to get through it.... and I am so thnakful for the support of those closest to me. Tania and I have some things to work through... but we should do alright... we always have.

Thigns with my dad and Ruthie are going really well for me. Ruthie and i are closer then ever and we talk about everything. Things with them and Kaylee...... um.... not so much! It has been stressful trying to help them, but not at the same time.... They are very different and very much the same at the same time.... they need something!

I am so in love it is really quite sickening. I have never felt this way in my whole life. I hear his voice and I can here my future. I look into his eyes and I see my whole life. (Let me tell you I look pretty darn HOT in a wedding gown!) I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. It has already started. 6 whole months yesterday. We have had our ups and downs... but in true love you work through the bad times so you can enjoy the good times. When I am lyin in bed with him I keep expecting to wake up and having the dream end. But he is real.... we are real! And I am the happiest I have ever been!

BIG HELLOS to everyone to BC. I miss you and can't wait to hear from you! SO E-MAIL! or better yet... come visit! hahaha But all my darlings I must go.... the new season of Bachelor is on.... talk to y'all soon

-Nat-a-lee giggled about a boy at 10:08 PM Girly Giggles [ .]

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