last few days

as I sit here, nervous as hell, watching my last few days, hours, minutes dwindle away I think about everything I am leaving behind, and everything I am going back too.

I am leaving my home, the family I have known for the last year, and the friends who have helped me find myself and help to make me a better me.
My Auntie A and my awesome cousin Tone, it will be hard to leave them, knowing everything they have done for me. I cannot thank them enough or even attempt to repay them for what they have done. I will be back! And they will always be my favourite people!
My friends The things they have done I can't even put into words how much they mean to me. I know they aren't ready to have me leave, and if it were up to some they were chain me to trees... lol I want them to know that this is not goodbye... it will never be goodbye. I will be back, and our friendships will remain true, that is my promise to you. Danielle and Courtney, do not be angry for me leaving early.. it was my decision, and I am excited to go back to the east. I hate leaving you guys, but it was not for a boy and not for other reasons other than my own to go. You guys have helped me realize that living my dreams are more important then making other people happy. I love you guys so much, never forget that. I will miss you and you better keep in touch or I will come back just to hit you with my purse! (I'll hit you with my purse... you better be having some fun out here with guys... hahaha) To Coreena and all my other friends out here, you guys have made a huge difference in my life and I love you all! You better keep in touch or I will kick your ass!

I am crying now at the thought of leaving everyone....

But at the same time I am thinking about what I am going home too.... my family: my daddy, my sisters, my brothers, all my aunts and cousins! To my boyfriend, who is awesome! All his family, who apparently can't wait to see me, and/or meet me! To all my friends, though some have had a hard time keeping in touch, I know that they are excited to see me too! To my new roomate Tania, I can't wait to see her either! I will have an awesome summer. It is gonna be great!

So this is my see-ya later to the people out here whom I love dearly and will miss lots, but no worries.... the NAT ATTACK WILL BE BACK! And hello to everyone I coming back too! Let the party begin!

Sex Machine (hahahaha) signing out!

P.S. I will write on here from time to time while I am in Ontario so my peeps up in herrre (the MO) can know I am doing fine!
xoxoxoxox

-Nat-a-lee giggled about a boy at 10:31 AM Girly Giggles [ .]

Life brings unexpected surpirses that will make you smile